Apparently you should only blog about getting "Skinny/Healthy" whatever if you are super overweight. Yup. I was told my blog wasn't good enough. That I am seeking attention because I am "super skinny". Here we go again. I guess because I am not 200, 100 or even 50 pounds overweight I am not good enough to have a blog about getting healthy. *eye roll*
I never called myself fat. I mean, not being serious at least. I know I am not fat, but I am not where I used to be or where I want to be. I have a little bit of pudge. I don't a flat tummy. What is wrong with wanting that? What is wrong with getting healthy? What is wrong with living a healthy lifestyle and sharing my journey with whoever wants to read it?
NOTHING! NOTHING AT ALL!!
So to all you hates, you can suck it. You may be happy with MY body but I am not. Yes, this is MY body. MINE! M.I.N.E. Mine! It doesn't matter at all if you are happy with it because it isn't yours. It's mine. I want my old body. A body I felt comfortable in. A body I liked. I wasn't underweight. I wasn't starving myself. I was healthier than I am now. It's a place I am working to get too. I am not starving myself to get there. I am eating healthy. I am exercising. Nothing wrong with that.
I don't understand why anyone really cares about how I choose to live my life. Why have a blog you may ask? I am blogging about it because I like it. I have friends who are doing the same thing. I feel like I blog and am being held accountable. I am getting great words of wisdom from my friends and hoping to do the same for my friends. I am getting great healthy recipes and honestly...a place to vent if I need it. I mean, I hate working out. My husband knows it & I am pretty sure he doesn't want to hear it anymore. I don't blame him. Here I am bitch & complain all I want. If you don't want to hear it you can easily click the X. If you understand how I feel, great. I also love you too. ;)
Tomorrow is my 3rd weigh in. Not looking forward to it. I have been so busy and even thought I have been eating pretty healthy I did have wine last night. It was a rough day & by the end of the day I need a small glass...or two big ones. But whatever. A little progress or big progress that is all that matters. I am moving in the right direction whether or not the haters like it. ;)
Psh who cares what others say. I think your blog is amazing and I am really enjoying what you have to say.
ReplyDeleteI think you getting healthy for YOU is an amazing goal. I might think you look amazing but I know how it feels to be uncomfortable in your own skin, even at my thinnest (and ofcourse I look back now and want to slap myself LOL!) I really really want to do what you're doing for myself, I really need to do something now before it's too late. So thank you for having the blog and sharing all your yummies and I hope to learn something too! Good luck with your goals! ♥
ReplyDeleteALSO, I love love love your coffee and couch photos!!
Me? I think you look fine the way you are. You are beautiful.
ReplyDeleteBut as you said, it's YOUR body and you need to feel comfortable in it.
Do what it is that will make you happy.
I love reading your blog. I have loved reading all of your blogs/livejournal and so on!