My 4th Weigh In

With everything going on this past week I knew that my weigh in wasn't going to be awesome. I didn't know if I was going to gain weight, lose weight or stay the same. I told myself before hand that if I did gain weight. It was okay. I totally fell off the lifestyle change. Okay, so not completely, but I didn't take care of myself as I should. I didn't eat junk food but I did have my fair share of alcohol and I don't regret it.

Last week I weight 122.6 pounds. Today...

.6 pounds isn't awful. Hell, it isn't bad at all. It's better than the alternative so I will take it.

I know that I have lost inches because I went from wearing size 4 GAP jeans to size 2. I am completely sitting in them as I type this. I don't feel 100% in them. They fit, and I wear them, but my tummy isn't as flat as I want. But that is the point of this whole thing, to get there. So I better get...getting? lol

I don't see a huge difference in my the front view.

 Forgive my awful hair. Minnesota decided it still wanted to be winter so I said "fuck it" to doing my hair today since I know I will be out in this crap shoveling several times. It's fun. And by fun I mean it sucks. But it is a workout. Right? Lemonade from Lemons.

I see a little difference from the first day until now. Not a ton but that will come with time. I have to constantly be telling myself it takes time. These results won't happen over night even though I wish it could.

The side view however I can see a difference.

I really like that!! I can see it becoming a lot flatter. It's hard to keep going when you don't SEE a difference. Good thing I have been FEELING a difference. I feel healthier and my clothes fit better. Some fit worse, as in they are getting big. I am okay with that. I have no problem losing weight and then going shopping. I have stopped shopping pretty much all together for clothes for myself. There is no point when I hope to not fit into my clothes by the end of this. Well, not all of them. I can belt stuff and I do wear some of my clothes more loose.

That view makes me happy. I am tempted to put it as my backdrop on my phone I am so happy about it. But that means changing the photo I have on there now of Hawk and that just isn't happening. So instead I'll just randomly keep looking at it & telling myself that I can do it.

Now if only Mother Nature would get on board with my change. She is making it REALLY difficult to go & workout outside with the constant winter. We are all over it. Bring on the sun. Mama is ready for dresses and flip flops. And Caribou at the park instead of being stuck inside.